A Collection of Poems – Shubham Raj

Love

Love is more strange

            when I hear a drop

                         of rain tossed from

                                a  leaf on a chance

of leaf beneath.

 

 

you be

that question

in my dream

unbesieged        (ravelling aloof

sole proprietor

of the spur that repeats

                               (unrest

an~us revisited. un-

likely meet.

 

winter through diaphanous veils

Narcissus

keep insinuation aside.

I’ve never seen snow but winter

as always beautiful

and me.

the fog mufflers my throbs look

even through glass

the dew that fell

shook the restive

remembrance I indulged

this winter in of ओस & us & leaf each

timorous inside and lashed

ओस to leaf and I to us.

penitent blinds. I’ve curtailed this winter

to not seem more than it is

and me.

 

Orpheus

the purple sky leaks grey matter.

if only the truth was less

severe the trees would’ve stopped

scripting the wind and rested in

fog like sleep.

forget it. winter is love in duress

and unmended

let the sky kneel.

 

Oedipus

I was born that winter

my eyes leapt and cleaved

transfixed remember? Uncertain

dim then deferred

                   night trickled through fog

                                           importune                                                                       

was born from inhospitable you

my

 

 

Psyche

it never happened// to repeat itself

 

my aubade all morning

through the window I watch you leave

 

if indeed I inflict myself

cause your displeasure, would you abandon

 

enmeshed in the melting gauze-like daybreak

intact with shadow and relief you return

 

me because love & kiss are out of bounds

and be only traced when drunk

 

two-fingered width of gleam

from the trees trespassed

 

so it seems all a dream when awake

and alone

 

nocturnal captives held by dawn

dispensed now as I wake and falter

 

no proof to remember us

so insumate

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